Melting heart. (But, you've melted mine long ago)
- It all begins from me.
- Adding you on msn, chatting/texting you on phone, and tagging you on blog entries.
- It struck me once, when you walked into the classroom and bumped into me because you didnt happen to see me then.
- You lifted your head up, and whisper a Hello to me, face to face. Not being able to deny, my heart was fluttering.
- Then, realised that we were in the same mother tongue class. My mind often wandered off and set its place on you backview.
- Got to know when is your birthday, was so elated to give you a present on that day.
- Black soft cotton cardigan was your wants as your birthday gift.
- Was not able to meet you face to face to hand you the gift.
- But, you came to meet me after school and we walked home together, this struck me twice.
- And, after that, we begin to receive and send messages often and share our daily happenings.
- You begin to hang out with me often late at night, and always offer to send me home first.
- We celebrated my birthday. You treated me to a movie and we began very close from that day onwards.
- I told you my ever-deepest secrets and you are always the first one I would turn to, when I needed someone or help.
- Finally, I confessed to myself and my friends that I really like you a lot. But I dont dare to say it out in front of you.
- Hence, I typed out a paragraph saying on how we met and to confess that I love you.
- You read my blog, you question me the next day. But I still dont have the guts to admit.
- Finally, I gave in and admit that I love you.
- You said you are willing to try out to see if its working.
- Andyeah, we became a couple on that day. This struck me the third time.
- We went through hardships and obstacles. We shed tears and laugh hard. We were each other's pillar of strength.
- You are my shoulder, the comfort and the sense of security you gave. You are my everything. I know I cant do w/o you.
- Bickers and coldwars are unavoidable. We quarrel like some other couples, but we always patched it up and treat it as if nothing has happened.
- Slowly, we began to drift. Lack of communication, I guess.
- We realised we dont understand each other like we used to in the past. We realised we dont smooch and hug that much. We realised we cant finish a complete sentence w/o interruption or protest.
- We realised everything around us is going haywire. Nothing is going smoothly.
- We quarrel over small matters and had our cold wars last as much as more than a week.
- We began to find faults in each other.
- We dont meet up as much as we did in the past. We dont chat on the phone for more than a minute. We dont go to movies as much as we did in the past anymore.
- Everything changes, totally.
- Sad to say, we parted each other on a rainy day.
Till now, I still love you that much. It's like I have lost my pillar of strength. I'm at loss.
